Maybe i am not that good at guessing what someone else is thinking, or maybe I simply went through quite a few bad experience that I no longer dare to trust my own feelings. Thus whenever I feel interested in a guy, I would try to seek more signs. Which actually sometimes when I think back, yea, it seems kinda blunt and tactless to be "asking" and it kinda spoil the feeling of something that maybe growing... But on the other hand, I am still kinda scare of the reading the wrong sign, thinking it is, putting more feelings and expectations but turn out someday u get lesser calls or messages from him and when you ask he says he is not into it...
How can you tell if someone is keen on you? and not just being friendly?? Are there some general guidelines? Like if he try to kiss you, or if he didn't what does that says? or if he doesn't reply your message that often... but yet sometimes he would send something friendly or lovely? How does all these signs suppose to be interpreted? (okay, i sound totally like some 13 y/o falling in love and asking stupid questions, this is ridiculous..)
Every morning I will go thru 2 interchange in order to reach my station. One of it requires a bit of walk and something interesting happen...
I was walking to the platform of another train line in the first interchange, there is a corner where u have to turn into to take a lift up to the next platform. And there is a electronic display at the lift which shows the time the next train arive. However u have to reach at least the junction in order to see the time for next train.
So what happen was there was this school boy in front of me who was at the corner, he look up at the display and immediately dash forward. so that probably says his train is there or will be very soon. almost immediately after the boy start to dash forward, i heard a loud footstep behind me, another uncle in his 40s or 50s also rush passed me to the junction. But once he reached and look up at the time, he slowed down and was walking slowly again. why? cause the boy is going to another direction and the old uncle's train (which i later notice is my direction) has not arrived yet.
From a symphathy point of view, this is how stressful living in this city is, not even able to spare a few minutes for the next train. (notice he has to climb a flight of escalator steps before he can reach the platform, so even if he runs there is still no guarantee)..
From a sarcastic point of view, welcome to kiasu land... where you run, i run.. and figure why i need to run later..
Sunday nite was suppose to be my day time. Thus no matter how hard i tried, i still cudn't sleep... and then... Monday morning, a conference call meeting (just listening, but drop halfway.. =p) then some preparation for KL trip... so still no sleep till 3pm.. getting the 'sick' feeling again.. =s
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Will be sending off my bro to his uni finally.. phew... after all the worries, he is finally in... so went to change some ringgit and preparaing to spend money again (almost everytime i go back to malaysia there is this feeling.. 'splashing' money, but feels good =p) and furthermore guess since i missed out mom's birthday in june.. all the more shud have good meal in kl.. as it will be a while till i go back to Ipoh.
( william.. any nice suggestion? mainly shud be around bukit jalil, midvalley and mines resort.. thinking of taking my family to some nice meals.. appreciate ur suggestion =) )
Sat morning after work travel to jb to get a bus to kl, then monday coming back from kl and work at nite.. but at least it shud be all about eating and sleeping =p.. and i shud need the latter a lot judging by the travel timings.. (seems like i am always lagging that e.g. only 10 hours in total over the weekend.. hopefully i wont faint on train later..)
When my primary school English teacher first introduce us to articles, she says this: " 'The' is for something special, unique, or you are refering to a particular one of a kind... For example, The Sun, The Moon, The boy you like etc..."
Thus The Sunday July 04, 2010.
When you least expect something, the greater the surprise will be... For a start, when i was opening the box I wasn't expecting aything like this, not even a Diamond ring would have given me this much of surprise (not that I always get diamond rings but at least it feels more common than this thing..)
YES!!! It is the LOVE keychain from Sex and The City the movie. Which Louise from St. Louis first have it, then got married and gave to Carrie and Carrie got married too.. And Now I have it!!!!!!
Okay I have been blogging about it previously when i watch the movie over one of the early Monday morning (3am) cause i have nothing to do on Sunday nite. But despite I say I should get one, and William agree and ask me to get it first and get the guy later... I never really thought I would land my hand on one. For one, it never cross my mind that they will produce it as a movie merchandise, and then even I have thought of it, this movie was like a year ago... So, the moment I open up the box and saw it, it was one of the biggest surprise I had in a while. In fact I am not sure when was the last time I felt so stunned opening up a present and having a dumb-struck look on my face (guess that's the 'thank you' for the person who give this to me.. it is a really exclusive stunned look i hardly have)... but it was really pleasant.. really really pleasant surprise ^^
The LOVE aside, the evening was really nice and cozy.. easy chat, nice dining, nice stroll along the river... All in all, it was one of the best Sunday evening I had for a long while...
A photo I have taken a while ago.. Ever tried restraining from stiring your latte foam? If you do, expect something like this when you endure towards the end..
Finally almost at the end of my Sat.. Pretty much a combination of ppl and places, not the simplest combination, but managed it..
The Who: couple and another single friend (2 groups) The When: 5 to 10.45 couple friend, 10.45 to 11 walk to next place, 11 to 2 the other single friend, 2 to 3 night rider The where: city hall-dinner, shopping then orchard-shopping, tea with couple, cineleisure-movie with other friend The how: nite rider
Typical evening? pretty much... now one more sunday evening to go...
Weekend again, not sure if this is considered weird, I actually still have my weekend-phobia. Okay, it is weird indeed, who doesn't like weekend? But somehow having to think of something to do arranging appointments with friends and last minute cancellation and backup plans are really tiring.. even worse than a normal day where i wake up, go gym, go toastbox have my dinner and coffee-book session then on to work in a peaceful night..
Weekend somehow feels more complicated... Like for instance,
The Who: Which friend, have to chat availability The When: from what time to what time, whether midnight available or someone else (back to the Who) The Where: Shopping malls, dinners place (before 10) Clubs, Bars or Movies (after 10), again a factor combine with the who and the when if the who not available after the when and doesn't want to go to the where. The How: Okay, this one not so much of a problem, movie night rider, clubs, night rider if not drunk, else cab (or if too lazy to walk 15 minutes and suddenly feel like i am filthy rich now)
And Sunday nite I feel so sick to even think....
Sure missed those days where i have Someone palce to go, and let him bother bout where to go... or just happily stay in room and watch a movie... simple, yet happy cause you have the Someone...
O well...
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The Asian version, a duet I have been expecting since last week...
One of the most difficult thing in gay social networking is how to get to know someone. Someone in the scene (eg. clubbers, drinkers at bars) would probably find it easier because they go around the places, get to know people, friends' friends etc... The rest (eg. Me) would depend highly on the internet. Anyway, that was how i get to knew Someone.. even thinking back.. the first encounter was still one of the sweetest things that ever happened to me.. So not really a bad way...
Except, it takes a lot of luck and time and dissapointment until u bump into someone that feels right.
E-Dating, or electronic dating, is what I call when you keep talking to someone over MSN, SMS, E-mails, or any messaging service on ur computers, handheld devices.. The good thing, it can happen almost anytime anywhere and you really get to know someone in terms of personality, how he presents himself, the things he say.. a more intellectual side of someone. The down side? which also is the biggest problem is you NEVER see this person in real be4. I know this sounds shallow, but physical attraction, the way he is in real life does play a part in the feeling for someone doesn't it? it has to feel right before anything more can go on...
One of the most painful encounters I had is probably chatting with someone over a whole week and he was the one who is really keen... until we meet up, i am the keen one but he just felt i was different from his expectations... So it was rather sad after all the sweet things happening over the air in the past week.. suddenly someone who likes you doesn't anymore...
The more this happen, the more i have a bad feeling doing it.. and there is always the fear that when you see the real person, everything changes.. and then it makes you feel like to be more reserved and not put too much hope or good feeling into this person... but still, that seems to be the way to get to know someone..
Wish me luck?
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The Original..
You were my strength when i was weak... You saw the best that was in me... You gave me faith cause you believe... I am everything I am because you loved me...
What more can we ask for, when you have this someone... cherish always, the one who love you..
Third blog counting. Something for sure, every blog is sort-of a mark of a new chapter in life. I always seen myself as not an ambitious person, go-with-the-flow kind, but yet, perhaps its the peculiar characteristic of Sagitarius that prefers to be different, which drives me to choose something different at one point or another in life that adds the little excitements in the journey. And thus something worth blogging about...
Living in Singapore, Working Full Time, and Somewhat a part time student. Still havent hit the big 3-O yet but not far.
