Saturday, July 31, 2010

Gay clubs

After observing a few weeks, the summary for gay clubs in sg is...

Taboo
pros: mature guys, well kep body
cons: music sucks!

Play
pros: good music, young and fresh guys..
cons: to many youngster...

Zirca
pros: ppl of all range sre there... nice music... is for sunday night!
cons: its on sunday night..

depending on ur taste and purple going town..

Friday, July 30, 2010

After 2 Months and 28 Days

A friend asked how the blog got its name (only He and L know i guess..). It is something like a continuation, yet a hope for a new chapter from...

2months28days.blogspot.com

A significant part in my life... It marks how it started, and gradually how it ended... though not as i expected... but well, life is unpredictable..


Happy weekend friends..

Thursday, July 29, 2010

One Year

Very very emotional... but just this one nite...

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Time really flies, this time last year was my convocation, I can still remember how I just gotten my first job, but the stingy company doesn't pay until the very last day, and also the parttime I worked in June keep avoiding me and doesn't pay me even it is only less than 500 bucks... and my mom and bro would have been gone by the time the money reaches me... Luckily you were there... You loan me money to take them to nice restaurant, even better, you accompanied us for 2 nites... It really felt so close at that time... really really close after what happen in May, for the first time I am feeling something stronger...

But I guess, something weren't meant to be... although who would have thought, my mom still remembers you and always ask.. and I can only awkwardly lie that yea we still have dinner occasionaly.. probably she sensed something changes too, a friend she actually thought i have dinner with every nite, now only meet up once a while...

I am really grateful of the support u had given me, the time I don't have a job, the time I am really broke till I have to sell off my laptop and take up part time job, be it emotional support or financial support..

Now after one year, I am in a much better position, with a good job, and financially more able.. but now, I am unable to share all this with you... or I should say I am no longer in the position to be sharing this happiness with you.. Remember how i say i am not a devoted person? but still, not a nite i sleep without praying that you will find your true happiness, I may not be the one, but i truly hope... that someone will love you even more, I guess you will know it, when between the 2 of u, u think less of "me" and more of "us"....

take care... and again.. thanks for the one year... i grew a lot...

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

Blank Day

Although sleeping at nite should be the natural thing for us, and I indeed sleep through the nite without much problem, only occasionally waking up in the nite for toilet, but somehow, something doesn't feel right.

It was okay in the morning, but after lunch, the feeling that I dunno what i am doing become very frequent. Like a lot of time i loose focus, and feels blank.. till I have to shake my head hard and try to recall what was happening...

I guess my biological condition hasn't really adjusted back, and the sleep i had in the night is more of because i force myself by accumulating the tiredness... arrrhh.... maybe sky is right... it is a zombified life.. and 2 weeks from now i have to adjust back...

But the worst thing.. I lost my VOICE!!! and i am suppose to go sing K this weekend!!!!

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Whatever it is, be it sweet, bitter, happy or upset, all first time experience are unforgettable... Do you remember all the first times? All those u had together... AM sure it will never be forgotten, if you really love him...



Wish I could sing this by this Sat...

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

Still Shocked

I am still experiencing Morning-Train culture shock. For once, I am learning to appreciate how one can casually walk into a train and really not complain about not having a seat. This is really a "civilise" scene compare to the morning time where people have to fight and squeeze and push and to the extend the door cudn't close and people have to push harder and even that, you can only watch from far behind for this to happen on 3 consequtive trains and you are still standing at the platform praying the next will be less crowded...

I am still traumatized by the thought that tmr morning this will happen again. I probably need therapy after 2 weeks of this...

Monday, July 26, 2010

Is this legal?

You may associate labels like Gucci with anything like luxury cars, cuisines, cool models, movie stars, anything but probably not a lady squeeze up in train and struggling to holdon to her bag with one hand while the other to a bar to avoid falling..

can't imagine that? well look below..



I mean is this even legal? Doesn't Labels like this make u sign some kind agreement that says something like "we reserve the right to sue if the owner does something that hurts the image of their product (e.g. makes it look cheapo)"?

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Then i was at cheers buying my orange juice for the day, and i saw this lady and i was like.. "oo crimson red LV wallet, not the typical monogram.. nice... then look forward down.. wow, coach bag, classic monogram boring but still not bad.. further down.. eeeeewww.... old worn out laptop bag... grey color and u can see stain on it.. gosh..

The thing is.. people here are obsessed about labels, but most people dont realize how they are not making themselves look better with it, rather just someone who buys cause other are buying it.. not truely appreciating the item itself..

When the Vampire sees the sunlight

It dies...

Well, technically vampire are not consider living things, so it cannot dies, more like vanish... but well the idea is, it is torturing!!!

I had a morning-culture shock, from the horrible train crowd and the way people fight their way into the train... then the office is full of people (okay, i know this sounds weird but i had been in an environment that is so empty for half a year... pardon me for being weird) and then after work was equally scary, and we have to dress formal... Worse of it.. my biological clock is telling me something is not right... i shud be sleeping when our trainer is giving lecture and asking questions... It all feels so so wrong now...

Argh.... We belong to the nite!!!