Hearty Breakfast

I guess I must be coughing really bad, cause when I woke up, I saw an sms from my landlord about an hour ago,

"Ah boy r u home? Not feeling well huh? u need me to buy dinner for u?"

As i really dun feel like eating, so i just replied saying thanks but kinda like no appetite at the moment.

Then later i went out to wash up and bump into him, but i could barely speak due to the lost of voice so he just asked me to drink more water.

Later on, as I was changing in my room, there is a knock on the door, then he came in holding this,

-A ham and cheese sandwich and "Pei Pa Gou" drink.

He said, "You are sick, must eat something."

Gosh, that was so sweet and warm of him... It was one of the most hearty breakfast I ever had...

I heart my Landlord... Muacks!

I heart Malaysian

Boys, more specifically gay boys..

It was quite honored that my weekend getaway was hosted by Mr.Tuls and his Bubu, and of course Lucifer... eventhough it was the firt time meeting all of them in person, it didnt take much effort to blend in and the short trip was really awesome.

I once blogged about KL guys seems more approcable and down to earth compare to guys here.. Meeting then has once again proven my belief...

Gosh, now i kinda regret not doing my Uni in KL. Else some part of my life will prob be more interesting. I guess u gain some, u loose some. But this some is something i really rather not loose...


I heart Malaysian boys. I totally do now ...

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Next time, I will be able to do this song, and all others. Next time! =)

Weekend Getaway

The last time i had been out of this little island was the CNY holiday with my family to Bangkok. Then all the way, work, classes, dinner, movies, work, claases, dinner, movies, weekend work, dinner, work, classes, dinner, clubs, work, classes, weekend work and so on...

For almost 3 solid months life seems pretty routine, nothing particularly memorable, or exciting. Just getting into bed to wake up again for same daily routine. And one third of 2011 has gone. Many of my colleagues, friends have gone on small holidays, some even big ones, like UK, Germany, for honeymoon-ish holiday. Sweet... =)

So finally managed to get an excuse to get away to somewhere, spend a little money just to break out of the mundane routine. But its truly worth it... even the beginning of the trip feels so different, staying overnite at the airport seeing different things. I mean alternatively i wud be staying awake at clubs or in my room. I mean i heart my room! But once a while, i love different things, makes life feel refreshing. (And this doesn't apply to bf! I wont change once in a while to be refreshed, i will just make him stay overnight at airport with me. Thats it. I swear!!)

Hopefully it will be a pleasant one!

Lastly, i thanked starbucks for operating 24/7 and making places like airport more condusive for overnights... I heart Starbucks. Muacks to u!

GoodNight

When I was a kid, I used to say good night to dad, mom and my little bro.

When I left for uni, basically there is no one to say it to. Okay, maybe to my roomie out of courtesy but that's like once or twice. Not a daily thing.

Then all the way until I met my ex. It was a call every night. Someone to say good night again, regularly. The feeling was really warm. Realy really heart-warming. Because there is this person who end the day together with you. We all know we may not be able to be side by side at that moment. But that's something bound to happen one day. We all believe.

Well, now it becomes something irregular again.

But have you ever thought how significant being able to say "Goodnight" every night is? Its something intimate, it meant there is someone close whom you want to say it to. Hoping he sleeps peacefully after this word.

Gonna be another "night" for me soon. Goodnight!

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Specially for Whizkid (if you are reading), wishing you a goodnight from Yoga Lin. ;)

Honeymoon

The 1st 100th day is sweet, the 2nd 100th day is endurance, the 3rd 100th day is doubt, if you made it through the 4th 100th day, you are very close to Forever. Cause JJ says,

"...管过多少100天也像刚热恋, 两个人手一牵连命运都改变, 当守护变信念连泪水都很甜..."




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Honeymoon seems to originate from the idea of celebrating the beginning of a marriage. In schools, the teacher calls the first quarter as honeymoon. In Uni, the Professors calls the 1st 1 or 2 week of a sem as honeymoon. In workplace, probably the first month.

It all implies that things are gonna get tougher after that period. And to think that it comes from a marriage seems to be say a lot about how people look at marriages in long term. Hmm...

For a gay couple though, honeymoon period refers to when you first got to know each other. When first look admiration is still there, when you still feel fresh and so much to discover about the other. When you are still very cautious with each other feelings. When you havent seen him farts or snores. When he hasn't throw temper at you. When all are still lovey-dovey.

It really seems a little different for a gay relationship. Cause we go through a get-together-then-get-to-know-each-other phase. Rather than the other way round which is more conventional in normal relationship.

I guess that's how that was called the honeymoon period. Sweet, then endurance, like marriage. Well, many didn't made it through the after, which could be a month, 3 months, a year or more. It depends how soon each is willing to acknowledge the difference. How much effort is put into adapting. And how realistic it is, to really make that effort. And if it is worth it.

Well, we know many didn't, because giving up always seems easier, and we always believe that there is probably someone more suitable out there. True statement? Like most lecturer says, there is no right answer. But, we also seen many happily together, still happy, and i believe they will go a long way. They deserved it.

Eleven Again

Just where i got the idea of the title. And to use the lengzai image.


Scene: MRT station exit
Person: 11 y/o little girl

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One hand holding her mrt pass, the other hand on her cell, handsfree plug into her ears, she was obviously busy juggling with replying to whoever she is talking to and trying to tap her pass to exit the station.

"Can you please hold on, Gosh.." said the little girl in a I-am-busy tone while attempting to tapped her card while keeping the books balance on her other hand and holding on to the phone.

Finally she exited the station and saw her friend waiting, she attempted a gesture that prob says, give me a moment, i am on phone while also waving her to follow her.

*mumbling something into phone* ...end phone conversation.

"You know what?" little girl said excitedly to her friend

her friend's head moved in a 'nope' manner..

"my EX, he gave me a bday present last week" she said in an excited tone, "it was a ... he is... "

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First the drama complicated feelings with an annoying guy, this week, an ex? bday present? 11 y/o life sure has gotten a lot more different since my days. I mean the first time i had an "ex" was when i was 24.. like wat, last year? Gosh..



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Just realize i was in office all the 7 days last week when someone asked me how was ur weekend. Definitely a first time for me...

Will you listen?

Speaking up and speaking one's mind out is encouraged, especially in asian's culture, where we tend to be more reserved. However, that's not so much the case in Singapore context, seems like everyone is very keen to tell everyone else what he/she thinks n its the all out kind of approach.

I personally was a typical shy boy back in Sec school. One great thing about studying here is I learn to speak up a lot. But stepping into the coorperate world, I realize to Listen is probably a more valuable trait than being able to speak. Be it work life or with your friends around. How often do we hold on our urge to tell, and listen attentively to what other's has to say?

You will probably be surprise how much harder it is to find someone who can listen properly. I mean just think how often you use this words on someone, stubborn, stupid, id**t, f**k*r, j*rk, <-- well obviously they ain't listening to you enough right?

And of course, bf are obliged to listen, but even they don't most of the time, right?

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Listen, to the voice here in my heart...