It has really been a while since i felt so disturbed and emotional... yea.. this is gonna be emotinal again..
1. It was another of those occasion that u charged up hopes and it fires to a black hole.. meaning? its gone for good.. well i know gay meet up are generally like that.. it vud either be click on and go from there.. or well.. sorry, u r nice but...
except the difference for this time is probably the person has been really nice, frank and honest.. but it just make it harder to forget.. especially with all the hopes build up high..
A beautiful se7en day?
2. finally my admin assistant send out the mail.. and makes me look like i am bitching around.. k not sure if i have mention this.. but generally i was trying to remind her out of her interest.. but she become defensive and now even send msg to tell others if they have something to tell, they can tell to her... my colleague told me he only told me.. so see? that's for being Mr.Nice guy.. ended up others thinking of you as Mr.Nosy and Mr.Back-stabber.. =s
3. my brother.. wish things cud be easier.. but... this is real life i guess..
feeling tired again... i never had a restful mind since last week.. especially over the weekend, feels like roller coaster ride.. but not the kind with exiting ending.. =s
just a small moment of comfort.. it is that hard to get.. ?
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Just some time to clear your mind. Find some peace in yourself. Then you may find that things aren't so daunting. I'm also feeling a bit stressed at work, but got to find a way...
ReplyDeleteWill i guess time is indeed the only remedy.. but just everything coming at once.. emotional bits, colleague problem (which now i am just too fed-up to even care) and a little family problem.. really heavy feeling again, has been a while...
ReplyDeletejust forget about those ppl who bug u often,frens shuld never misinterpret other frens' helping hand
ReplyDeleteaisay y so stress up. u cant stop ppl talking. their mouth grow on their face ma. haha... we duno wats next hr n even more tmrw. cheer up. dont get these things bug u. it doesnt hurt ur skin anyway. learnt ur lesson. myob - mind ur own business. just do ur work. we r paid to do it. an honest work for a living :) ppl r not sincere nowadays.
ReplyDeleteichi, i understand.. just this is the first time.. and the misunderstanding and the spreading and all kind of negative things going on.. it is more serious than i have thought.. and i am pretty sure a few of them wud think really negative of me now.. sigh.. is my mistake..
ReplyDeleteMr. K... i know.. but i really see her as a friend, thus the reminder.. just never see this coming.. i shud have been more prudent.. but this is still not wat affecting my mood most.. some other thing happening that i need to get over again.. sigh.. sagitarious are so emotional... okay its not true.. its just me.. bloody emo me..