One Year

Very very emotional... but just this one nite...

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Time really flies, this time last year was my convocation, I can still remember how I just gotten my first job, but the stingy company doesn't pay until the very last day, and also the parttime I worked in June keep avoiding me and doesn't pay me even it is only less than 500 bucks... and my mom and bro would have been gone by the time the money reaches me... Luckily you were there... You loan me money to take them to nice restaurant, even better, you accompanied us for 2 nites... It really felt so close at that time... really really close after what happen in May, for the first time I am feeling something stronger...

But I guess, something weren't meant to be... although who would have thought, my mom still remembers you and always ask.. and I can only awkwardly lie that yea we still have dinner occasionaly.. probably she sensed something changes too, a friend she actually thought i have dinner with every nite, now only meet up once a while...

I am really grateful of the support u had given me, the time I don't have a job, the time I am really broke till I have to sell off my laptop and take up part time job, be it emotional support or financial support..

Now after one year, I am in a much better position, with a good job, and financially more able.. but now, I am unable to share all this with you... or I should say I am no longer in the position to be sharing this happiness with you.. Remember how i say i am not a devoted person? but still, not a nite i sleep without praying that you will find your true happiness, I may not be the one, but i truly hope... that someone will love you even more, I guess you will know it, when between the 2 of u, u think less of "me" and more of "us"....

take care... and again.. thanks for the one year... i grew a lot...