This is not the first time, but this time, I somehow feel really bad because I was suppose to know my limits...
Despite knowing the meaning of breaking up, despite understand the whole point of that is because we know we cannot go on, thus it is natural that we will move on, that he will move on too. But I somehow couldn't help but have the urge or probably jealousy, that Someone might already been seeing someone else. I mean, it was I who said we shud stop, cause I dun wan to hurt our relationship even more. So that we wont end up hating each other. But now, even from a miss call, a mis-dialling of my number, I take it as an opportunity to ask if he has been meeting new friend. On one hand, i have to admit I am still feeling a little jealous, but on the other... I probably need a solid push, so that I will give up determinedly and really move on without looking back again...
But still by doing this, I somehow feel like i have brought back him the same awkward and annoying situation in the 3 months time. I can almost imagine the look on his face when he sees the message..
I some such a sore-loser... pathetic sore loser...
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the person is ur 1st puppy love eh. must be hard to forget huh. like u said, its natural ma. then ur not a loser yah. n not kiddish also yah.
ReplyDeleteIt's just i feel very pathetic and embarassing sometimes... Ask something, when I know he will totally ignore and end up like I am some kind of psycho-ex.... keep bothering and never giving up...
ReplyDeleteu have two choice. either u let him go or u do ur best to win him back again
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