On self recovery

One of the most true-ish sayings, time heals. But personally i think it shud be followed by "but scar will always be there.." but time does heal

Or put it in another way is life goes on no matter wat happen. Being sagi, the usual crying out to friends, getting emo and down for the days.. but also being sagi, it seems we are always ready to take someone new into our life. Many claims sagi are "flower heart" as they call it in chinese meaning to "multi-date", but somehow i think we only move on fast, but when are are lock on to someone, it will be him and just him and even forever, well until something bad happens that is...

3 days of recovery seems fair i guess.. not that i did anything.. basically just falling really sick, so work and sleep, and in between one breakfsst and one dinner with colleagues, other time sleeping on my bed or resting on my work desk.. i am just to sick to even do anything.. but at least the heart feel more peaceful now..

though deep down. i know there are things i wudnt want to tocuh on, at least not now, i wont want to on my fb to see couples being happily together.. nor do i dare to think bout the person who made me feel bad.. maybe for now.. just hanging out with friends.. and preparing for my bro uni.. finally the big guy got into it.. phew..

the only relief is probably there are still many caring friends around which i am really grateful off.. my best colleague.. who i really owe a lot for hearing me crying out.. and listening to me and having dinner with me all nite.. and also a total new friend, who is kind enough to make soup, deliver it early in the morning with fruit juice and fruits.. i really cudnt be more grateful.. u are a saint.. truly generous person..

time heals.. but its gonna take a while..