In The Same League

Whoever started using this phrase in love and relationship is observant and mean. Observant for it really says out the fact that's so true and naked. The mean part... no one likes to hear real things right? especially when it is so cruel...

All the more true in gay circle. The league, eventhough there isn't a physical line, but i guess everyone can somehow tell it is there. In fact we roughly know where we ourselves stands. To put it really shallow, 2 main factors, Build and Look. Look good and well build, the person at the top of the world. If either one, then it is like second class or something, and the hierachy goes on... One other factor is of course wealth, but somehow I thought being gay, typically should be pretty self-sufficient, and thus generally would put lesser weight on this factor. But no denying it has it effect to quite some extend in certain relationships..

But still knowing that, sometimes one still cant help falling for people whom they admire, typically in so call higher league.. and end up really hurting oneself badly, cause knowing the cruel fact.. Cross leagues love seems somewhat like fairy tales, they just never happen in real life... right?

Bout time to really wake up.. wake up...

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Some songs carry really nice lyrics, for instance, this girl is one of the finalist in Taiwan 2010 music award in the new comer category. Although the winner goes to someone else (whom, is the first original album that I bought.. shows i got good taste doesn't it?) I kinda like this song, 秘密 ~secret~

Part of the lyrics says this,

"... our love is like a secret it can never work, eventhough I love you but i cannot say it ..."

Kinda sounds gayish isn't it? Like loving a straight guy.. although it is actually a story of third party in love.

Hope you enjoy this if you can understand mandarin, it is really a nice song...